
Thomas D. ReynoldsSee Rock City!The billboard looms like a monolith above the haze-drenched plain two miles south of Minneapolis, Kansas: “The Midwest’s Great Geologic Marvel.” Praying for restrooms among the gravel, you turn left down the bone-white road past two signs with boulders and arrows finally spying a series of round objects scattered like a game of marbles. The stones reach to the far ridge. “Over two hundred sandstone concretions,” reads the marker outside the restrooms. “Several measure twenty-seven feet wide.” Stretching concrete from your legs and dislodging a pebble from your throat, you begin a quick jaunt down the path as dry wind whistles across stones, spaced to produce tuneless melancholy. You linger about the stone, moved by it the way a sound or word recalled the dead, as undeniable as a twenty foot stone with the fragility of a swirl of dust. Face to the sky, you follow a gray finch descend from the marble sky and alight atop a boulder’s crest as if on an egg. You picture it there, throughout eternity, waiting for its oversize chick to hatch. Even the blue sky is a showcase, as two puffy pink boulders roll eastward to meet, no doubt, beyond the horizon, and with a huge crash, break into gravel. Wiping sweat, you sit in the shadow of an immense stone shaped like a pear, and perhaps due to heat, remember Uncle Joe, the kidney stone that grew with each telling until it rivaled “Elephant Rock.” Curious, you enter the gift shop and browse wide-eyed at the merchandise, each piece a testament to the power of stones: pet rocks (clothes and hats), fossil rocks, mood rocks, “hot rocks,” quartzite clocks, paperweights, bookends, stone sink and tub handles, doorknobs. Examining a luminous green “glow rock,” you picture it beside your clock radio. A vision of life presents itself while you rotate the postcard carousel, in which your home is a small Stonehenge, punctuated at every shelf and corner with stone totems, radiating permanence among the tenuously human goings-on. Also a touchstone to elemental matter, calm encircling inanimate particles. A bulky rock that impersonates Aunt Sal. The vision fades. You’re behind the wheel watching the sun slip into a dark crack. Your purchases lie on the seat: a pet rock named “Ruff” for your daughter and a postcard of Uncle Joe’s “baby.” The first stones already burn in the sky, and the landscape is a blur of road cuts. Gripping the wheel of your gray van, you roll like a fossil inside a stone. The Geographic CenterLike a weary traveler on the interstate desperate for an excuse to stop, I hesitate between kitchen and front door tired and already late for work. Noticing a small marker and plaque, I pull up at the desk below the window, “the geographic center of the house,” or so I crown it with significance. No Grand Canyon or even Castle Rock, it serves this traveler’s purpose: the chance for a sip of lukewarm coffee. An energy exists at the center of things, the essence of who and what we are. Sitting on the yellow chair, I pay respect to a stark landscape unfettered by scenery, mountain of papers cleared away. I celebrate the nondescript, not trivial. Free from expectation, the need to be awed, I consider the power of emptiness, stare at the coffee cup ring on the desk. Closing my eyes, I can feel silence moving about me like wind through grass. Breathing deeply, I image the people living in this still section of the house, contemplative, at time withdrawn, staring at a horizon of polished wood. This humble monument is as much for them as for any geographic distinction, a testament to pioneer will and fortitude, reading books and writing poems here while a television sits in the next room, ignoring the fridge’s incessant pull, its bright light beaming like Wichita. The spirit of the place remains undefinable, locked into wood grain, and the dim light streaming from the cracked desk lamp. Now preparing to hit the road once again, I gaze at the marker and read the plaque, jet-black stone serving as paperweight polished by centuries of wind and storm, the yellow post-it note attached to wood with a message from my wife, “Don’t be late.” Miles down the road, perhaps feeling lost, I’ll remember this place, the wind and grass. CosmosaEven now, we call her name, while she grows inside the womb. And if our voice is indistinct, perhaps the sound reaches her, through the layers of the body, so that she knows her name, understands she belongs. We call as if she’s been missing all our lives, a stranger we’ve known but have never seen. We’re given names in trust. Though they specify us, many answer to the same. And when we’re gone, they’ll continue on, as babies are born, and we return to that nameless state, without words or designations. Yet names will mark our graves, so that should anyone need us, friends can calls us, so long as they remember our faces. Not every name survives. The smallest town, when wind blows, may vanish forever, all memory disappearing. Where houses stood is empty space. And of the people who lived there, no trace remains. The names live in obscure books: Cosmosa, Nonchalanta, Pesth. Even now, just saying them brings them back, appearing in bare fields. They look familiar, but you can’t place them, and their names are lost. Your eyes meet, and you almost say something. You see words forming on their lips. But then you walk on, while they pass. And you want to turn, and walk after them, calling “Did I know you? What’s your name?” But you don’t and they disappear. |