
Eating LightTheresa BoyarShe's lost hours to the study of mirrors, memorizing ghosts who live behind the red wire of her smile. She wants to break the glass. A hundred smiles scattering across the carpet like ants. Outdoors, a hundred houses and children, endless husbands jointly throwing up their arms in disgust. She finds a dying elm to sit beneath, twists her ankles in the grass, tangling her feet in the furniture of tree roots and dandelions. When she releases the slender shards from her pockets, throws them into the shifting branches, she imagines what they will taste like, all those slivers of sky and sun falling toward her, those thin moments of flawless, burning light. And For Her Next TrickShe's learned that water breaks things, deluge or slow drizzle. Once the clouds lift, you're left with nibbled coastlines, granite worn smooth, boulders whittled into pebbles into sand. Take this man, for instance, waist deep in the public pool, his lower half dislocated. She knows he's broken, each word a glittering mirage whipped from air, sunlight, reflections of himself glimpsed in her eyes. Still, they'll drive home through the diluted wash of afternoon and the smell of rain will trap itself beneath her sheets, where his hands will be trying to break her and hers will be trying to make him whole. |