I was never ordained to find
          the missing me and mine
apathetic queries
          question conglomerates
and the ritualistic
          "Hey, you wanna fuck?"

I have been haunting
          in an ectoplasmic state
the converted shithouse
now serving yellowed teeth cigarettes
and coffee black syrup
          questionable liquids Barry McCaffrey
          would keel over, coronary
          something blasphemous crawling through the intestines
          chewing on the liver

huddled in dark corners
the toilet seats long been stolen
and I'm sinking in the puke
java's seeping through the cracked mug
solidifying it to the table
the Negro cheese sticks
swimming on plates in fields of fat
arm themselves - automatic weaponry
yeah, they might be the dungherders
but they aren't herding without a fight
without taking some lily pansy cracker ass down
infectious bulboes cellulite

it's not like here of all places
amidst clashing crashing Icelandic fetish music
cold-hearted bitch pimping her sycophantic gimp
the whole place reeks
          of oiled leather and flesh
          sweat and beer
an opium den of carnal realism
virgin menstrual blood served as soup du jour
and young, just-pubing boys
          standing on every table
serving complimentary shit chocolate pudding
yankee beer
crêm-d'la-crêm
no, no one cares about the cheese racist attacks
no one cares
no one notices

old toothless Chinese man
sitting at the bar
chittering in his toothless jibberish words
he has a decayed chicken by the throat
waving gangrenous corpse wildly
as he angrily mouths his noise
maggots dripping from the chicken
landing in Lithium Boy's hair
and burrowing into his skull
they eat away his brain
and evict the eyeballs in search of more living space

Lithium Boy
yellow puss and worms foaming from every orifice
levitates and glows in divinity-glow
"Behold!
I am the Chosen One!
Messiah sent to devour and deliver thee!
And save thee from thyself!"

but the strippers continue on unperturbed
making love to the bars of their cage
cold passionless fucking to each other
Every now and then
a young boy or girl
eager in their naïve lust
reaches out to touch these naked transvestites
but their cunts would reach out
teeth dripping
and quickly sever and devour the offending hand
the old pot-bellied senators
laugh and guffaw at the severed youth
but quickly shove their own bloodied stumps
down their pants
to play with their balls and detachable dicks

seated at my table
splashing childlike in his urinal
Rosenthal bemoans the real crazies
          that have been dumped in his lap
he takes each one, decapitates it with his mouth
spits the head out at the boy on our table, another dumb waiter
and stores the bodies in his lab-coat pocket
in his fits, Rosenthal accidentally decapitates himself
          on the tableboy's elongated cock

The matire'de has taken Lithium Boy
and cleaned the maggots from his head
chopped him up in little bits
and rolled him into sausage links
and labeled them all Vienna

What can I do?
I suck off the tableboy
spit the juice on the Negro cheese sticks
they shout with glee
put on their white hates
and I eat my Klan cheese in silence
one by one